someone please tell me to go back to what i should be doing all day: STUDYING.
Today i got to know part of the score i’ve already achieved out of 100: 17.. which is not bad but… some of my class mates have something like 20-23 points.. so.. it’s a big difference.. Also because i’m not sure how well i’ll do in the first part [italian essay] … I’ve never got a satisfying mark, so i’m used to thinking i just can’t write and i’m stupid.. and as i’ll have my prof also during the exams, i don’t have basis of comparison with another professor.. –.-
Second part: essay in a foreign language. first choice of Stefy: ENGLISH. unless there’s something impossible to do, i’ll just choose this subject because if i do well, i can get 15 points.. but i don’t think that will happen so –.-
3rd part: questions about 4 different subject, which are in my case Spanish, German, Physics or Math, History or Philosophy… i don’t know how well i’ll be able to do it.. because.. i jsut can’t write in German, and i have an open fight with Physics.. –.- let’s hope for the best.. also here i get 15 [like in the 1st and 2nd part]
4th part: oral one.. worst one.. most difficult one.. at least for me.. my mind goes blank when i’m facing a professor dunno why.. and i’m not enough self confident to think “what i’m doing is right” . I’ll also have to start with my personal topic: japanese gardens.. i’m sure no one will care about it and in the end i’ll just get the minimum of points.. max: 30 points.
The best final score. 100
Forecast of my score: 70.. and i don’t like it.. i was aiming at at least 80.. but that’s going to be hard.. if i’m able to get 10+13+11+25.. ok impossible i just give up i’m a failure YEAHHHHHHHHH
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