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no one missed me yay! I know that ._. but I feel guilty not posting here sometimes.. there are too many places RN to post my stupid thoughts.. like I’m using twitter, facebook, me2day, cyworld, kktalk.. sometimes tumblr.. talking about what..

I don’t understand honestly this love for that kind of blogging.. ok you can freely and easily share what other people make but.. that’s not your blog is it? I started tumblring last year, but if you ever visit my page, u’ll see I  never use it, or it happens but I just reblog a few post of people I follow and the thing stops there.. it has the same appeal as games to me: in 19 years and 8 months of life, I’ve never got fond of games.. oh well let’s say video games which is more accurate xD.. anyway.. for some reasons, I completely suck in that field and I find no interest in developing skills XD

[REMINDER: Stop using abbreviation in your blogging.. or you’ll end forgetting how normal and educated people write]

what’s new: I’ve realized a couple of days ago that IN 22 DAYS I’LL BE AT THE CONCERT OF JYJ AND I’LL SEE LIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER JAEJOONG THE MAN WHO CHANGED MY LIFE IFJDJK

ok.. now.. I keep wondering if that was the right choice because

• I’ll be depressed the following year thinking about that day
• I’ll be so nervous I won’t enjoy the concert
• I have to line up for hours and maybe I’ll get a good spot
• I won’t want to stalk him but then I’ll regret it
• I’ll stalk him and then regret it
• I’ll keep hoping for a lucky meeting which won’t happen because I’m blind (see stephane lambiel case )
• I keep reading about polls of popularity he wins and reading interview, and watching clips and… ;_; I should go back to earth ;__; is there a chance to really be his destiny? I mean I look like those girls OHJUSTINBIEBERMARRYME ._. it just doesn’t make sense.. (and if you don’t know what I’m talking about, just search a bit for justin bieber on twitter or facebook and you’ll have a desire to stop being part of the human being) (though I guess the same thing happened with zack efron a couple of years ago… or maybe more than a couple.. omg I feel old)
• I am stupid

 

dinner made by stefy vs lunch at korean restaurant.. if it wasn’t so expensive I’d eat there everyday TT